What effort do you think,it would have taken to mould this into the way it is.Why should it be like this?Why not a straight geometrical shapes? Time and forces make everything like this,is this what is called experience? Wisdom? Or are we to see this,like we see anything else?

P.S: the reason why i like to  take photos is because,i can see the picture and think what i felt at that moment and then build on it.Sometimes when we see a lot of things,we are over whelmed by the beauty.

Ik kwam uit de douche en zag tijdens het afdrogen 3 vlooien over mn been lopen. Ik vloekte het uit en probeerde ze te vermoorden door hun kop met mn nagels eraf te breken. 1 was me te slim af en de andere 2, nouja die kunnen in ieder geval niet meer prikken. Ze beginnen ook al aan mn armen nu.

Ik naar de dierenwinkel, verhaal uitleggen, bus chemische troep meegekregen om het huis maar even grondig mee onder te spuiten. Maarja, zolang de katten nog vlooien hebben, heeft het weinig zin dus die moeten eerst weg, volgens Rick dan. Maar ben ik nou dom? Als je toch het hele huis onderspuit en dan de kittens met dat andere onderspuit, is het toch veel effectiever?

Had ik maar een middeltje om die kutbeetsen naar hun te sturen, misschien werd er dan wel wat aan gedaan. Een vlooienbeet-jeuk is gewoon 10x erger dan een muggenbult. Maar ik 'zeur' toch alleen maar.

it's been ages since i stepped on the scale. god i hope i haven't gained any weight cos i feel so. damn. fat.

maybe it's the hormones talking. i hate pms :(

anyways,

I AM BROKE :( seriously, honest-to-God, cross-my-heart broke. i only have RM3 in my purse. ... YES, THREE RINGGIT OHMIGAWD. what is wrong with me!! i spend money like water :(

sigh.

for seven whole days, i thought Alter Bridge was some underground indie malaysian rock band. shite OMFG ANIL DE SILVA so help me god, I AM GOING TO KILL YOU.

speaking of which, i heard secondhand serenade on hitz.fm the other day. their songs have been my only source of comfort four months back, and it felt so strange because i was singing along and then i realised, omg how did secondhand serenade end up on the radio?

i kind of sort of so fuckin hate it when good indie bands go mainstream :( look at how, well, crappy fall out boy and good charlotte turned out after they became famous. what's next?

imafe from  www.statesman.com //      www.usmagazine.com

We have looked at the PCO compatibility of Obama-Biden team earlier in Obama-Biden : Practical though imperfect couple.

What happened to McCain ?

He chose 44 year-old Sarah Palin, Governor of Alaska, a post she holds since late 2006. Before that she was mayor of Wasilla city of Alaska.

So, lets look at their Personal Cosmic Orientations (PCOs) :

• McCain : Strong Water  //  Gentle Heat/Dryness  //  Double Damp Earth
• Palin     : Strong Earth  // Cold Water/Damp Earth  // Strong Heat/Windy Wood

We have seen how McCain's Strong Water is one of his strength this year, though he is partially drainned by the secondary PCO of Gentle Heat/Dryness (which resonate with the Cosmic Forces this year) and his older age.

Palin's PCO is favourable this year. Earth is the "son" of Fire, so with Strong Earth as her anchor PCO, she actually derives much energy from the Strong Fire of 2008. Her secondary Cold Water also is a plus against the Strong Fire/Heat of 2008.

• Both seem quite perfect individually but there is a fundamental flaw : Earth "subdues or is anti" Water !
• VP's role is one of complimentary to/supporting of the President.
• McCain-Palin pair puts Palin in the wrong position for both of them.

Well, we will know how it goes over the next 65 days.

Guess you can lighten up a bit on your commodities portfolio like energy, gold, corn etc, if you have them in your portfolio. Do this before December 2008 of this year. Real Estates and therefore Financials might not be that bad in 2009 !

P/S :

1. Google Wasilla, you will get : a "city" of 32 sq.km with about 5,500 inhabitants (about 2,000 households) ! Hmmm, Sungai Petani, as a parlimentary area, has an electorate of 983,581 !

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Chow for Now

A lot of people think that “NEXUS 4 PV” looks fake, it was also my 1st impression before I've seen the cut-scenes. Under certain angles it's still looks very fake..

Others say there was an actual news report about their suicidal shoot…

Collective Suicide Theory:

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• As you can read in my previous post "NEXUS 4" means: connection or the center of something.

“4” must refer to our 4 members that why I say "Collective" Suicide.

Collective suicide is not rare in Japan there is even Collective Suicide Clubs! *no joke*

For me this PV looks like they want to kill themselves...

• When I watch the PV for the 1st time I was expecting tetsu to throw himself off the building O_O, but at the end he didn't...He's acting very dangerously! My guess is: He's the leader he had to jump first.
• An other argument: The PV looks very apocalyptic! You don't think so?

The sunset represent for me something which going to end very soon...

After that the sky turn to stormy :/ like if nothing going well and they have to clear their ideas...or the ultimate solution is to end with all by killing themselves.

I have some ideas why this PV looks like a suicidal shooting:

Again, L'Arc is an awesome band everyone know it, there are now one of the biggest band of the world.

It's well represent in the PV by the fact that they are on the top of a skyscraper. They now reach the top after more 15 years of career but the members are getting old even if they looks young ^^ The reality couldn't be hide longer...(For 4 guys over 40 years old they still have good looking !)

• L'Arc needs rest: I found NEXUS PV boring, why these cut-scenes?! because it would be even more boring without! I don't found that valuable for the PV. No more inspiration ?  I guess so.

At NEXUS' end I found Yukihiro exhausted not because of the drums but most because the fact to be the number one is exhausting... looks like he needs a break..

Always at the end of NEXUS and especially the LAST cut-scene, showing L'Arc packed-up their instruments and leaving means well that L'Arc is leaving the stage.

The camera rotate from Yuki's drums to film the city which can means that a page is turned.

No!! L'Arc is not over! I didn't say that!

NEXUS 4 don't mean inevitably the end of L'Arc but more like the next to last page.

I think tetsu knows well that L'Arc can't be at 100% forever. Continuing at this rhythm without really be able the keep the cadence it will be a suicide to keep going like this.

Security cables can be interprated like chains of their disc compagny which wouldn't let them go away, I don't think so but it could.

Being on the top is not easy on contrary it's a delicate position, look at this part of NEXUS 4 translated lyrics:

"make 1 mistake and you are dismissed"

Why they didn't jumped off? the answer is L'Arc is not only a band there are True friends, they will not jump alone it's everyone or no one this is like Japanese "Bûdo" (Samurai's way). Even if someone wants to jump (Hyde) *sumimasen* others wouldn't let him leave, referring to "Connection" word from NEXUS etymology.

"Center of something" could mean Hyde (again?! *sumimasen*) so big popularity in comparison of others members or it could mean that the leader is the center the one who can keep this "Connection" between the four and maintain L'Arc~en~Ciel alive.

tetsu wouldn't give up so easily:

"We are still believing and so we run, for surely we are still in time
Leap up the speed, we will never run away" Lyrics wrote by Hyde.

Even if Hyde is now working on his solo project he won't give up L'Arc~en~Ciel! he will never run away!

Hyde = L'Arc~en~Ciel Vocalist

For me, tetsu wants say to the next generation (it must be us) to keep listening L'Arc~en~Ciel but we have to know that it would not continue like this forever, we've to listen/move to the next generation of artist. All good things has an End.

In NEXUS Hyde said twice "NEXT AGE" which must means the end of something and the beginning of something else.

Also "VIRTUAL GENERATION" must refer to us. Indeed we use more and more virtual worlds (myspace, chat, forum, video games...)

Now you know I'm not fan of NEXUS 4 PV, it's clear. By the way a like the song. *a little should i say*

Finally, NEXUS 4 represent for me a slow end...BUT *To continue*

This is a new song from ORESKABAND named "24 Carat", the song was already performed during the U.S Tour "Warped Tour 2008".

The PV takes scenes from this tour.

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Do it!
///Robin

It’s pretty obvious that I am just trying to make myself feel better. You know what; maybe I will rant just a bit. So “now everyone can fly” huh? My ass! Okay, I’m done.

As much as it was disappointing, it was great planning the whole trip, and just being excited about it from the get go. Really, it’s okay. The thing to remember is that everything is going great, even when we’re miles apart, and that’s a lot to be thankful for.

Knowing my flight was cancelled, Ajin invited me to go catch the fireworks competition in Putrajaya last night. I have to say it wasn’t all that amazing, but, it was good nonetheless.

I wanted you to be there, I’ve always thought it’d be cool to catch fireworks together. So, I guess I’ll bring you the next best thing with a smile :)

In case you haven’t figured out who’s “her” by now, Facebook it.

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